This time, the skies are too kind to elude the stunning glare of the evening sun because it was you I'm meeting. I don't need anything more to make the situation prettier. The thoughts itself are enough.
Yes, I'm lucky to be meeting you again. (and not CNY as we previously agreed on due to schedules)
Now, things are a little different than the last for I know, because Alexis told me something more than a friend would. Ever since her confession last semester, the mind has been making up situations like this and I've always wondered what is about to happen, I thought;
"How will it feels like?"
As my brother dropped me off across the street from our rendezvous in the surprisingly vacant business centre, I realized my eyes, instantly captured your familiar face through that windowpane of a well known cafe.
There, I've finally met your other half, as you put it. Quite I say, reasonable you've chosen him instead. Lucky you, lucky him, and I really do give my best regards on your relationship. So far, the best quote from Alexis was that you have the charms which enables you to choose instead of being the one chosen. I never find myself fell short in agreeing to that. Who can blame us?
You're still the same, for all the demeanor I know since February. But now, it doesn't matter anymore and I have to confess, since you dropped your alcohol habits by picking gym instead, being physically fit, I find myself staring at you for a while every now and then throughout the session. Both me and Alexis finds you alluring for your ability to be able to pull it off so effortlessly. She told me I have much to learn from you and I didn't deny.
The meeting was rather brief though. For me.
After you sent us home, I can't help to think how incredible it was to have that infatuation on you even it was just another union of a long disconnected friendship. Interestingly, both me and Alexis had the same thoughts when we are apart just moments away from you.
We will meet again, boy. Until then, I needed the time to mend that heart. You were surely one of the biggest I've met so far.
* * *
The time is silent. I hear only the whistles of my air-conditioning and the screen was the conversation between me and Alexis the evening before.
"I've told BL before I know SGG's relationship with him"
"I have yet to tell my feelings for you is not just the heartfelt feelings I have for The Boy that is empty in search for a substitute. So I have to think again before asking you that serious question."
I stared at it for a while,
Until dawn slowly breaks.