06 August 2012

Never Regret

To this extend of living such vivid life, I fear this jewel box of beautiful memories will fracture into brittle little pieces - separately fading into the abyss of history over slow unforgiving time.

All that, in each careless decisions.

03 August 2012

Jiwa Pucat

Stumbled across a few lines of well versed Malay, written under a hint of disappointment, nonetheless interesting sentences without all that wretched shorthand and ugly misspellings. Those words caught me thinking for a while during this wee hour.

He is right - despite countless sexual encounters, the deepening gap in the heart will never be fully covered until we find another soul to depend on.

So I put the words for describing relationship as a "harrowing excitement" 


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"Pernahkah terdetik di hati anda, untuk dimiliki seseorang yang memahami diri sendiri? Seseorang yang sanggup mendengar anda menceritakan masalah di tempat kerja? Yang memberikan kucupan selamat malam tatkala anda mahu melelapkan mata? Yang menyambut dan mengambil hati anda setiap kali anda keletihan pulang daripada torehan harian? Seseorang yang mampu mengisikan kekosongan jauh tersorok di dalam jiwa dan hati anda.

Anda perlu akui bahawa anda sedang kesunyian walaupun keras menyatakan anda memiliki segalanya, walaupun telah menikmati segala kepuasan nafsu dengan seberapa ramai lelaki selama ini."      

       -  coffeebean